しっぺ返し repercussion

最近眠くなるとグズるチビ She gets fussy when she is sleepy lately ↑

しかも夜寝かしつけるのにすごく時間がかかる〜（パパに似て夜型?!）昼間は周りがどんなにうるさくても爆睡するのに、夜はベッドに置くだけですぐ起きちゃう困ったさん…

自己中なママは最近おしゃぶりに寝かしつけを頼っていたのですが…

Also it takes a long time for her to fall asleep at night. Even though she can sleep through with noise during daytime, she easily wakes up by putting her down into her crib at night...

Being selfish, I have lately using a pacifier to put her sleep at night instead of singing/holding/rocking/etc...


ここ数日なぜか授乳に悪戦苦闘中。今日はオッパイを嫌がって初めて大泣き。どうしようもなくって仕方なしにボトル使用。なんか私自身が母親として拒絶されたように思えて、すごく悲しかった…

ネットで調べてみた結果、おしゃぶりやボトルが原因の可能性が…　生後４−６週間以降のおしゃぶりやボトルの使用は大丈夫と教わっていたけど、まさか１１週間でもなるとは予想外。

うーん…　これって便利さを優先した自己中ママへのしっぺ返しなのかなぁ…　トホホ。明日からおしゃぶりとボトル使用禁止しなければ。育児って難しい〜

However, for the past few days, she started to get fussy during the feeding. Tonight, she ended up rejecting breastfeeding crying furiously! I ended up giving her milk in the bottle since the situation wasn't getting any better and she was really hungry. This incident made me really sad as if she was rejecting me as the mother... 　

After reading up some online, the use of pacifiers and bottles might be culprit for her refusal... I know that using them before establishing breastfeeding will cause nipple confusion. However I was not expecting this to happen with the breastfed baby at 11th week!

Awwwww.... I guess this is the repercussion to the selfish and lazy mom who prioritize the convenience. No more bottles and pacifiers for Akari starting tomorrow...　


早く眠くなったら勝手に寝てくれる様になる日が待ち遠しい…
Cannot wait for the day she just go sleep without any help...